tj_ray: (lashes)
My mom died when I was 12 and I still have a hard time on her birthday and Mother's Day. Most days, I'm okay, but on those two days, I just feel kind of broken and like I just lost her. I can't help it. Father's Day and my dad's birthday makes me feel bad, too, but not the way this does. I don't have a mom and I really wish I did. I miss her so much.

I did give my aunt a card and present for today since she's been like a mom to me, but it's not the same. As much as I love her, she'll never know me or love me the way my mom did.

I'm really glad that I'm here on Shy's island so I can find some distractions. The dogs are hilarious and seem to know when to do something goofy to make me laugh. Plus, there's so much space out here to just walk and clear my head. In fact, I think I'm going to go do that now. I love it out here.

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Timothy James "TJ" Raymond

October 2011

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